Jonx,
You seem to equate those two ideas. Trust doesn't equal turning a blind eye to hypocrisy, lying, mental/physical abuse, attempted murder by a mahatma, cover-ups, financial misdeeds and other activities that are everywhere to be seen in this organization and it's head.
Trust would be earned if those things were not the hallmark of M and his "trusted" cronies. Think about it.... what did he do to earn your trust? Give you four worn-out old mediatation techniques? That "could" be a start, but nothing he's done since (or his various organizations) would or did build on that...... nothing!
Sorry, my own integrity is worth more to me than to turn a blind eye to the utterly dysfunctional nature of him and his cult. Go ahead, sell your integrity down the river for a few trinkets....... enjoy it!