What you meant to say was that you CAN'T or are UNABLE to respond because your teenie atrophied mind can't handle the exercise.
M said, in one satsang that I clearly remember, "Shri Hans was MY Guru Maharaji and "I" am yours!" I believe he said that at the Oralando get together back in 1976(?).
That just about clears it up. He wanted us to see him as the perfect devotee to HIS gmj and he wanted US to be perfect devotees to HIM! You got it? Is that clear enough? In no way, shape or form did he want, expect or ask us to worship HIS gmj, he wanted us to worship Prem Rawat!
Jeezus, get a clue, check! Use that brain of yours for something other than simple skull-stuffing.