Talk about contradictions in our former belief-system!  Those are excellent examples of how Prem Rawat twisted our minds to actually get us to believe one thing and also the direct opposite of it.   

Rawat had us coming and going.  But, of course, it was always all the premies' fault that we had so many "concepts" and "confusion," because Rawat would claim (and Jonx, et al, would back this up voceriferously) that he never said anything like that.   And he never disabused us of any of those beliefs, either one way or the other.  What kind of "teacher" fosters confusion in their student's minds??? 

I must have been in my mind all that time to think that I should be worshipping his Holy Lotus Feet!  That would be a LOL, if it weren't so awful. Yes, and I also wonder how it was that I got this photo of Maharaji's feet, right out of the file cabinets of Divine Light Mission Headquarters, Alton Road, Miami Beach, Florida, in 1980, when they told me to "cull the photo files."  Who has photos taken of their feet???