Joy,

Yes.  I'm an oddball that way -- I like to read, write and think.

Personally, I think Kabir was a jerk, but that's just me.  Anyone who doesn't have a healthy fear of death is stupid.  People would be stepping out of airplanes in mid-flight if they didn't have a healthy fear of death.

You said:

And that's one of the reasons why I still practise and listen to him.  I guess I'm just thirsty that way. 

From Soul Snatchers:

Addiction is defined as the habitual consumption of a product. In the case of the [cult] initiate, there is a progressive use of rituals and a way of using language that gradually become habit-forming.

That's you, Joy!