Welcome. Thanks for your post.

How did it feel for you to share this information with us? Sometimes that first post can be very hard.

I got k back in 1972. My journey is posted on EPO if you want to read it.

I take it you are in the US. Do you feel comfortable in telling us where you live? Did you live in the ashram?

Leaving the cult behind can take time to process. You will find many people here who can help you through this process.

Good luck. I look forward to hearing more from you.

Marianne Bachers, San Francisco