"Because who in this world, who wants us ? Who in this world wants us for keeps ? Maybe when we are little our father says, "Oh I love you, I want you". What is his ambition ? He wants to teach you. It's an investment," he says, "it's an investment. So that when I retire you shall be able to work and feed me and your mother." A concept. Who wants us for keeps? 

BULLSHIT!  MAYBE THAT'S WHAT HIS MOTHER WAS THINKING, BUT HIS FATHER WAS GONE, SO THAT WAS NOT HIS OWN FATHER'S MOTIVE, BEING DEAD AND ALL.  WHERE DID HE GET SUCH A CYNICAL OUTLOOK ON LIFE?  THAT IS MOST DEFINITELY NOT WHY I AM PUTTING LOVE AND ENERGY INTO MY SONS.  IT'S FOR A FATHER'S LOVE, AND THAT IS IT, NOT FOR ANYTHING THEY MIGHT DO FOR ME LATER IN LIFE.  MAYBE HE REVEALED HOW HE FEELS ABOUT INVESTING IN PREMIES AND DOING HIS DANCE FOR US, AND ALL THE OTHER SHTICK, SO THAT HE WOULD HAVE OUR SUPPORT IN HIS LATER YEARS, SO HE CAN CONTINUE TO BE A SUCCESSFUL FINANCIAL INVESTOR.

Nobody in this world wants us, really. Nobody. Our father doesn't want us, our mother doesn't want us, our brothers don't want us, our uncles don't want us, our aunt doesn't want us, nobody wants us in this world. Except Guru Maharaj Ji. Guru Maharaj Ji's the only one who says, "come, come now and you can stay forever". Guru Maharaj Ji is the one who says, "You don't have to ever leave. You are home. You can stay at home as long as you want." And that's the kind of opportunity, that's the kind of Grace, that sometimes we kick right in the face."

MAYBE THAT'S HOW HE FELT WHEN HE WAS GROWING UP, UNDERNEATH ALL THE BROOHAHA.  THAT'S KIND OF SAD.  MY SONS CAN LIVE WITH ME AS LONG AS THEY WANT TO, AND THEY KNOW IT.  BUT THEY WON'T WANT TO AND THAT IS NORMAL, FOR THEM TO FLY AND START THEIR OWN THING.  I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR THEM AS LONG AS I LIVE AND BREATHE, WITHOUT ANY JUDGEMENT IF THEY NEED MY HELP WHEN THEY ARE OLDER MEN.  A FATHER IS A FATHER FOR LIFE.  AS FOR A PREMIE BEING ABLE TO 'STAY AT HOME' AS LONG AS HE OR SHE WANTS, HE MUST NOT HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HIS ASHRAMS, WHICH HE CLOSED QUITE SUDDENLY AND TO THE SURPRISE AND SHOCK OF MANY.  SO HE CAN CONVENIENTLY SHIFT GEARS AND SAY HE WAS REFERRING TO 'HOLY NAME' AND NOT THE ASHRAMS WHEN HE WAS TALKING ABOUT 'STAYING AT HOME FOREVER'...BUT THEY COULD HAVE DONE THAT ANYWAY.