I practised K and all that goes with it for about 25 years. I got a degree in Theology and some training in counselling since I woke up in 2000 ish.

What brought my anger on was a small brush with a premie at a gig I was doing last friday. (groovy huh?). I don't see any prems to talk to really, so I made an attept at intercourse (talk) in this case!

I have to admit I found I was simply too enthusiastic in my exness, and was left feeling angry and as if I had behaved "impolitely". The moral high ground was definitely lost! I had forgotten just how fast and psychy prems can be.

I remember my own skill with language as a prem and the unassailable charm. Premies are expert manipulaters though I learned from fridays encounter that it is not conscious in them: it is habitual. It comes, I speculate, from thousands of hours of listenening to the masters language patterns. Schmooze and bullshit, flowing in the veins: a deep transformation indeed.

Bless us all.

Love

Bryn