Yadot,You are starting to annoy me. Does it make any difference if quotes from Prem Rawat, as previously published in Elan Vital's publications, are published on the internet by ex-premies, current premies or never been premies? Your academics' quotes are irrelevant to this question. This is indisputable evidence that Rawat encouraged the belief that he is God, which is the major allegation against Prem Rawat. Also, the allegations on ex-premie.org are corroborated, so the doubts over the motives of individual 'apostates' are severely weakened.
You know, when I became a premie, I was interested in finding the truth. It's clear that your motive is far from this. I guess all you are interested in is your inner experience as taught by Rawat, and protecting Rawat. Tell me, if you are not concerned with the truth, what is the difference between what you do and masturbation?
Oh, and if you think anyone here believes you when you say you have never kissed Rawat's feet, then you are living in a fantasy.
John.