I was a premie out on the border so to speak, away from the centres of Prem power and so I never heard tales of x-rating or x-rated behaviour but even so I heard plenty of 'lila' explanations for young Prem's behaviour and a thought stayed with me from my introduction in 1973:
Why are then no lila stories about Maharaji's actions that astounds everyone with their kindness, charity, humility, decency, compassion, generosity and self-sacrifice? Why are all the lila stories basically excuses for his poor behaviour, mean-spiritidness and greed?
Why do Marolyn Rawat's stories all show him in a bad light?
Hindu tales of 'lila' are exotic, magical, colourful, mythical.
Premie lila tales are tawdry.