Well that is really the nub of it? You have a belief that your feelings provide an accurate guide to the character of a man. Leading you to completely trust Prem Rawat and believe that everything he says is true/ significant for you in some way. Most folk who post here have come to the conclusion that feelings are not in fact a reliable guide and that it is anyway unwise to put too much faith in anyone - and especially one who - is in fact - someone that you don't really know. That is all there is to it. Caveat emptor as in so many things.
This is just a simple point of disagreement