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08/02/2017, 20:11:30
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I appreciate both your perspectives and here is mine. I can't think of Jagdeo without feeling lucky. I basically, got away, my closest friend didn't, she was younger than me, and A as we all here know was very, very young when she was attacked. The truth is it deeply embarrasses me to be called a victim because I can only think of the 8 and 12 year olds who didn't get away ( as I did ). It really isn't minimising my experience; it's simply that I really WAS lucky to get away. And I am so deeply saddened that my stupid cult programmed attempts to report him did nothing.... until perhaps the internet helped. Too little too late.


That's not to say that Cynthia is wrong. I do have fond memories, and they are confusing and I suppose they always will be. But I am not so sure really it's that different from the rest of you. It's a weird analogy, but I want to still love Michael Jackson's music and Woody Allen's movies. It's damn fucking confusing when someone who really hurt people can make a beautiful piece of art. Makes me glad Rawat can't sing, dance or write poetry. All he can do is pilot a plane and trick people out of their money. But we all have good memories of those we were tricked with. Confusing as all get out. 

Sincere, love to my ex-premie friends.












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  • Re: Hmm --- tarvuist ( Thu, Aug 03, 2017, 15:26:18 ) ( 1419 bytes )
  • Hi Susan --- Genny ( Sun, Aug 06, 2017, 15:44:14 ) ( 2519 bytes ) +1
    • Thanks Genny --- Susan ( Thu, Aug 10, 2017, 00:19:31 ) ( 2316 bytes )