Re: Old friends
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07/11/2017, 15:09:00
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I think I understand you.  And just a comment or two...  Not in any way to forgive fraud in its practice or its despicable purveyors, but I guess there will be fraud around until the human race is transformed into angels (which I wish might happen sooner than later but I'm not holding my breath until that happens), and until then probably prevalent mistreatment mindlessly cruel and horrible beyond imagination in the world it seems, and everywhere rampant urges to control others (multiple reasons: out of competition, fear of losing position, raw animal ambition, or from some part of human inclinations including the myriad un-angelic urges).  

Meantime for myself, other than occasionally tilting against the dragons I keep to my own garden now, try to keep reasonable control over my own demons and avoid exposure to others', and hoping eventually to be a better person if I have another 50 years to live in which to achieve that... 

Not sure about super-premie vs. second class citizen; for myself, although with plenty of muffled horrid (or healthy) ego and pride, I always felt others were the more super-er of premies, superior or luckier, many in much better "favor" and elite in progress, while I just made every effort to my own best lights, even so when as an instructor though a rather unknown one I felt unspokenly among the elite, and even for instance when chuffed by M having a nickname with which he would chide me around his home, and whatnot other evidence of "success" or security or self-enlightenment in the awful formidable weathers of life, evidence that meant something real even if maybe only to me.  I naturally regret any and every part I may have participated in supporting and propagating unknowingly and unintentionally hurtful myth to some, psychic distortion or economic injury to myself and to others via a vampiric "non-profit" self-styled beneficent organization for the upliftment every one of mankind.  Yes, even with all the individual and group good intention, not everyone was always loving in our loving Community of premies, but at least not many proponents of outright terror that I noticed, if that can be said as a caveat of balanced outlook in the presently wild world prior to our angelic transformation...  

Nice to trade thoughts and reminisce with you about these things.

I may be imagining it in memory, but I think last time I saw Jim he had a fabulous beard and Walt Whitmanesque aspect about him, and certainly a good-natured smile.







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