Re: the universe is working for me
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06/27/2017, 20:02:16
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glad you laughed.    I'm often funniest at my most abject.

Yes, you're probably right about the tone of voice, it's very specific tho - terrifying.  I heard it again on the phone the other day - problem with solar electricity and I rang the number in the meter box - one minute we are having a normal interaction and the next moment I am plunged in fright as I catch up to the tone recognition and I think I must have been a bit abrupt and he got a bit humpy and we managed to conclude the conversation alright - he wasn't the solar electrician - but I think he probably was a nice guy who I was a bit rude to.

My father had two complaints to make about Rawat when I joined up - the rolls royce (well, he didn't have one) and the screechy voice.

Ah, so no church, that's good, no need to share Jesus with anyone else, he's yours alone.

I have only rarely experienced an intimate inner connection - the first one was with my teddybear, goodness I loved that bear.  He was a wise and wonderful companion.  

My brother gave him to me and impressed with the success of the gift, the next year he gave me an identical bear.  Except he wasn't, it was all bright yellow instead of nicely brown like mine had become and it wasn't the same at all, like a stuffed shirt.  But it was the same thing, it had just been given to me and I became deeply confused, I couldn't love them both, how could it even exist - it was distressing.  The new one stayed yellow and even worse, things were never the same again between me and my teddybear.

I guess it was pretty much the same with Jesus and Maharaji for me.  Except I never really had much of a thing for him, it was my mum who did.  Teddybear for me.  Tho I had recognised he was a stuffed toy, I never felt betrayed by him.










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