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Thank you so much Jasper for your "Clarification and enhancement". I must say reading it makes me feel really sad. It is a pretty sad story. In spite of the fact I do agree with your conclusion about Marolyn being accessory to R.'s crimes and scam. Still I found myself starting to feel hopeful that maybe she can find it in herself to break loose from him and come thru with the truth. Wishful thinking maybe. Yet it would be so tremendous and help so many premies still locked there to come loose too! What she would have to say would sure have huge impact. How I wish this will happen! Feeling emotional and excited about this possibility... It would also be tremendous for us all here. Reading here in the forum and finding so much heartfelt humanity, and thoughtfulness, and cleverness too, is having such a positive impact on how I view myself in the context of my past involvement. Put clearly I have been scornful towards myself, judging myself as a total idiot for staying in this for so long...15 years. Yet now I see this was complex, and many fell for it also who are very fine people. I am happy I came thru with what I exposed here recently. And grateful you are all providing for it to be possible. About what you said Jasper..Rawat at some point being either touring or alone in his office in Malibu, I recall clearly that in 1993/4 when I was going up to the rez, this premie working inside the house would say that R was never happy when back home, not happy to be home, and quite difficult. Yet she did not present that completely as a flaw. Possibly his eagerness to be " working out there" had to do with it. I personally did not question any of it. I mentioned in a previous post that Marolyn once, as we met in front of the school, started a conversation with me, sharing her worries. She seemed very concerned. Which presented me with a stark contrast of what she usually gave to see: a very well dressed, made up and pampered happy Malibu wife, kind yet aloof in her happiness. That time she said she did not know what would happen with her and R. I understood there was trouble, that she must have felt desperate enough to tell me this on the sidewalk, while we were waiting for the kids; but had no clue to what she was refering to and did not ask any question either. This confidence took me by surprise. She also was worried about Amar hanging out with "bad friends" I told her we were about to be evicted. She knew I hosted many premies doing service up there. Said nothing in return either. Jasper, I would very much like to read how you came to leave. It seems you have been posting in the forum for quite some time. How do I find your story here?
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