A horrible experience you endured. The cult was a world that monsters like this guy could use to find victims. The cult was like a miniworld where being a doctor or a mahatma gave an abusive individual power with little scrutiny, as long as the sicko was useful to Rawat.
I know something about how much worse it is when you are lied to, told what happened didn't happen, and made to feel you are doing something wrong by speaking the truth. The whole cult is sick from the top down and sickos thrive in Rawat's little safe haven.