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06/05/2017, 09:22:34
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Dear Inis,

Things are brewing for me. I did not sleep at all last night and feel like crying.

Let yourself cry if you can.  Crying can help relieve and release feelings that come up.  Take your time, too, because there's no rush to deconstruct everything all at once. 

I was also given the line from premies that the Pat Halley attack was no big deal.  Premies whitewashed the truth because they couldn't deal with the reality of it.  That's no excuse for lying to new people, but that's what cults do:  they lie and manipulate.  The deception starts from the top down.

I spoke to Pat Halley once during the time he was corresponding here.  He suffered from TBJ (traumatic brain injury), and he told me he was terrified of both premies and ex-premies.  He had good reason for his fear.  He told me that he still had books with his blood spatter on them.  Pat took his own life in November, 2007. 

Here's a website "Tribes of Cass Corridor," on which several of Pat's friends paid tribute to him after he died.

http://www.corridortribe.com/obits/pat_halley/pat_halley.htm

The last bit of writing (at the bottom of the page) describes how the pieing incident was planned and how that horrific murder attempt changed Pat forever.  There's a link to his obituary in the Detroit Free Press.

How much you disclose about your time in is up to you.  The whole point of writing here is to help yourself get over all of this shit. 

Be kind to yourself.  Pamper yourself.  Thank yourself for having the courage to leave a cult.  Ask for help here when you need it.  It's a big thing. 

All the best,
Cynthia







Modified by Cynthia at Mon, Jun 05, 2017, 09:25:54

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