lesley: i really i just wanted to tell my experience of watching that show and how important it was for me to see it on tv.
the penny dropping for me was a big deal - because again for me it was not a penny - its like you can hear and defend something a million times - but until your open to hearing the other side - then it all makes sense
i had invested so much of my life and psyche to m that for me it has been a gradually letting go - and the only way i could best describe it for me is in percentages