His arrogance forms a kind of block that just seems to keep him out of trouble just enough to start the next round. 

I have said here before -I refuse to give him the power over my state of mind and being. 

I'm not ending the story there where I left him.

I left him, that felt good to write!!!! really, like a huge smile as i acknowledged exactly that, lots of shit went down but actually in the end I LEFT HIM

I made a self validating decision, yay for me and 10 pats from myself on the back!

Anyway back to the crimes against humanity...

To me it's a given that the entire planet, universe and multiverse is vibrational in nature. There is nothing preventing you from communing with your father Jasper, even though he has departed this particular physical plane. Sounds wacky but it's true.

Prayers for our departed loved ones and for our ancestors are pretty common practises among human beings. 

In my personal experience, they work.

 They work, what on earth would that mean?

 I mean there is a shift in the energy, a lightening of the load, a progress in the process, often a message received or a message given, a blockage released and more often than not a feeling of resolve.

We are this body yes and yet we are so much more.

I have had a few meaningful encounters with those who have departed already, enough to know that they are definitely there.... I have had conversations with my Dad, gone more than 30 years as recently as 2 nights ago.

Not very often I must say, but sometimes I feel him there, bringing me love and acceptance, comfort and most certainly forgiveness.

We understood the realm of the unseen, the fact that there IS an inner being- enough to fall for Rawat, that was the half of truth that he drew us in with, then he twisted it around and leached our energy, instead of empowering us.

Yet it remains that the part of me looking for a relationship with God, looking to understand my identity in the context of eternity in an approximately infinite universe, wasn't really wrong. 

He was, he's a liar and a fraud.

 At first all spirituality sat a bit skewed with me, I didn't know what to put down, what to pick up, I was really mistrusting of anything new age and some days thats still true, usually with good reason, haha

But the thing that I always knew, that I am a vibrational force, I along with every other thing I can see or otherwise feel and sense. 

That somehow i interact with it all.

 There are seen and the unseen forces, I can choose to see and feel what is there or not- and I often found i turned down my psychic/intuitive abilities in order to fit in better and also at one time I seemed to only receive bad news for people. I decided i didn't want that anymore , refused to accept any info coming in regarding friends and family, warnings and stuff. In that period the things i saw and heard from what i can only call the spirit realm, for want of a label, was most often a warning or prediction of something really not good for a friend or family and I was the messenger. They inevitable happened, I was a bit freaked out, I didn't like it, neither did anyone that the message was intended for.

 I demanded it to stop, told them i didn't want to know anymore. Straight away i got sick.In bed for a few days. It seemed i couldn't stop it altogether without suffering some ill health, a blockage of energy showing up in the physical.

 Over the years I had to find the balance between sensing what is 'here' and what is to some people so far away it may as well be the opposite end of the infinite universe, but in my experience is also 'here'.

 Now that I'm a whole lot older it is normal for me to speak with deceased loved ones and actually feel like communication took place, this happened quite naturally when I was young too. 

In between young and old there were a number of disempowering , self sabotaging moves, Rawat was the main one. But he's a twit and not worth my consideration or interest, especially compared to my desire to convey to you again, there is nothing, (lots of nothing) stopping you from communing with your father