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05/25/2017, 03:55:33
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The lard...hehe thats a good expression!

What is happening right now is kind of funny.
I had not thought of all this in any substantial prolongated way in a really long time. 

But this picture...followed by my joining this nice forum, have me plunged deep into memories. Bringing along with it a new light on how I treat myself. 
You mentioned forgiving oneself. Guess I have not done much of that. 
Seeing it is a step uh?

Other than that, I also feel plenty of disgust for Rawat. And surroundings.
The super pampered wife and kids.
Yes she may have gone thru lots of crap also. But...I guess maybe in the end she is not as lucky as we all are here. We left. Were able to leave. She would have too much to loose. And that is not easy when you' ve lived all your life vampirizing people.

The emphasis of this family on extreme luxury and comfort was just, guess still is, insane.
Even the last one, I remember, and god knows I loved him and thought he was so cute, was already addicted to that at hardly 5 years old.
Amar was very aloof, dis-connected. At pre-school, I was working there some, he would never play with anyone. One day I sat with him to talk a bit.
See what was the matter. He said....I just want to be with my dad. He got a new Lamborghini, or whatever it was...am not into cars...he said I want to be in the new car.
The school director clearly thought he had problems and did not like him. Which at the time, broke my heart because I did like him.










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  • Re: New here! --- SuzyQ ( Thu, May 25, 2017, 21:39:15 ) ( 1821 bytes ) +1
    • So true --- Inis ( Fri, May 26, 2017, 01:05:03 ) ( 1125 bytes ) +1
      • Re: So true --- SuzyQ ( Fri, May 26, 2017, 18:23:06 ) ( 2029 bytes )