Hey, that rings so true for me also, for us all, you sacrificed so much. And you were already in the centre of the universe so what else was there to achieve? You did so much for the soul sucker in the rez, and thought so little for yourself. I feel for you, and glad you are now free and getting healthy. For me, I spent a lot of time helping to bring folk to his "knowledge", and no time pursuing my own life and personal growth. In my dark moments I see mountains of guilt thinking of those who I brought to the guru, who are still in there, brainwashed. I know it takes time to process this stuff.....
Best wishes to you, kind thoughts
