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05/21/2017, 20:45:41
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Welcome Danny and thank you for posting.

I am new here also. Though I quit the whole thing in 1996 
You wrote..." what we do in life is by our own choice"
Um...am not so sure about that. In fact I think not. 
But thats another story. 

Definitively we' ve been taken for a ride. 
Exploited too.
Geez it makes my blood boil to read money is transferred from the communities in India to Rawat in the west.
F...bastard. Looks like he will never stop unless he is stopped!

On a personal level, I was brainwashed enough to give him my time, even though I was dirt poor struggling to raise my children, and completely on my own doing it at some point. 
On top, I would still send him 10% whenever I got my hands on some money!

Yes we have been brainwashed into a major scam. Spiritual scam, but also quite material.
And no, it did not leave us in a good shape. 

The story is a different one for each. 
I was already a survivor before joining this big dysfunctional Rawat family. So yes it does look indeed like I went for more! And like it was a very poor choice. 
But no it was not a choice. It just happened. For a bunch of reasons I do understand, and maybe more which I don't.

Rawat is a narcissist crook. 
The years I spent around him, believing in him, were many. 15 altogether.
It does feel sad when I look back at it. I am getting older. And its a bit like a movie...bit of a sad movie really.
Tear jerker style. Am crying and laughing at the same time now as am writing this....but mostly crying.

But hey Danny, life is the teacher. And I know I got to find in me the juice to keep going.

Honestly it is a bit hard to join this here. It stirs lots of stuff. Just did few days back, and am going thru it )))

Welcome hahaha!








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