Sorry it's taken me a long time to reply....have to work.
I suppose the "drips" ( as described long ago by AJW ) were increasingly there but I didn't get on the Internet in a viable way until 2004 ..... and as soon as I read ex-premie org. and its obvious truths ( Bob Mischler interview, Mike Finch's and Jean-Michel's writings and other ex-premies that I had known ) My heart was broken in one evening glued to that site....and that was that.
I found this forum ( in its incarnation at that time) and received incredible information,insights and help.
Probably read your posts for the first time way back then ( 2004 ? ) .
I was initiated into the cult at the Palace of Peace in London in October 1973.