Re: A new voice on the Forum
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05/06/2017, 19:06:14
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Alleviating
my hurt is most certainly very much not about me being more forgiving, I can't
even stop myself from forgiving the unforgivable!  No, it's been more
about sorting the fly-shit from the pepper, and that is a huge thing.

 Lesley, thanks. 
But I’m sure it’s just a transatlantic loss in  translation.  But the phrase about sorting the shit flakes
from the black pepper, the Internet tells us, means the overconcentration on
minutia – not something to strive for in any situation, especially it would seem in
order to get clarity or deal with forgiveness. 
But thanks.  If you’d like to
enlighten us on what you meant, please do, though it’s not necessary.  I’ve been confused by most of your response
for days now, the above being the most confusing sentence and trigger for this
response, finally after days of ????.

My pain from which I seek forgiveness can be likened to
the pain shown by both Michelle Williams AND Casey Aflack TOGETHER
times 10 in that scene from “Manchester By The Sea” when they first run into each after after not seeing each other for a time – not something easily dealt with. BELIEVE ME!!!  Did you cry in that movie?

In general, I feel less of an big spiritual and regular ego since ex-ing, and
leaving the inner circle way way back, a long time ago and my feeling of superiority being so close the "Lord." 

I visited the site of the old residence where I
had lived for a while and did 24/7 service, but it had become just a whole in the
ground – kind of like how the house ended up in “Poltergeist” – just caved in
on itself into a dust hole.








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