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I didn't read all the other responses but I remember feeling as you do back then. Even today, 40 years later or so, I can go to bed and just for a second feel guilty I didn't meditate. Life is more magical without the Guru taking credit for what was ours all along. I very often, am blown away by beauty and insights. I very often feel there is "something" . Friendships aren't less, they are more. I feel that sense of connectedness I felt as a premie and lost for a while. I know I felt a sense of grief after I left in many ways. So long ago but I wanted to write that. I think your baby is just fine and you'll feel all those things you want to feel but you won't be lying to yourself to feel them.
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