"As a premie one part of my brain was putting the facts together, inevitably leading to the day when I realised Prem Rawat had been deceiving me and another part of my brain was switching this off as a form of pain control."

So I drop in for a quick catch-up and within seconds I come across another gem.  Exactly, Leslie!

And Rawat has the audacity to call the painful conflict he puts people in "peace."

It was when I nearly snapped as a result of precisely that, the mismatch between the genuine-ness of people I worked with and the un-wellness of premies who'd practiced Knowledge for decades... the fractured dis-integration I felt due to the conflict of my very real daily life and the la la land of "Maharaji's world"... that brought me to my knees in a verbal shout of "This isn't peace!!"